cravings

by whilosophy

whenever i think of you
it is when your hair was just like last time
your smile more vibrant
your specs still the same
i wonder if i miss you
or i miss the memories of you

I still feel the same
like things held themselves in a stagnant, constant flow

School is starting
although i don’t wanna see you around,
a part of me wants you around
your presense;
that feeling of safety and familiarity
even though it doesn’t mean anything now

i think the more badly i’m hurt or
the more toxic the relationship gets
the less likely it is for me to forget


still I find myself craving it
2046, might explain a little bit more about this
no matter how much I tried
I couldnt get out of the train
Slowly,
The heart just couldn’t be filled anymore

P H A S E S

missing
craving
forgetting
pretence
happiness
feeling
letting go
missing
craving
trying to forget
pretending
happiness
feeling
letting go
missing

craving

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