When a decision is made, who would know if it is right or wrong? The regrets, the hate, the emotional battles, will they ever help you make a good decision? Or would you end up in the wrong place? tbh, idk.. Only time will tell? or would it?
i should forget how my last christmas felt like and instead, rmb all the good times. Rmb how you used to be so protective when i wear shorter skirts and more revealing clothes, how you made sure i ate my meals, how you made sure i was not too hot or too cold, how you protected me from the horror movies that i loved but was afraid of, how you would always want to bring me to places that i like, how you would spend the night just listening to my voice and the nonsensical stuff that i have to say while looking at the beautiful night sky imagining that stars covered the whole night sky when there is only a few of them, how you would cuddle with me through the night, how you would tolerate me when im drunk, how you would sing to me with your guitar, how you would buy me all the gifts just because you want to make me happy.
I miss all the times.
I missed all the nights we spend tgt
I rmb how you used to have insomnia and how i coaxed you to sleep
I missed how we kakao-ed everyday, playing with all the emoticons
You were wonderful and still is.